Bored And Worried

I feel bored during the day. There is nothing much to do here, less tasks plenty of time to think of going out but I can’t. I am afraid the car is gonna blow up if I drive it somewhere. Last Sunday, the front hood was steaming and leaking with a lot of water. It worries me. I asked my husband why that was, he had no answer. So now I feel trapped… I so wanting to see the crowd, breathe fresh air or get away from the house for a while…
At night, I worry to death…because of my blogs… I’ve been blogging for almost 5 yrs. now and my blogs are part of me that is hard to let go. So please God, don’t let my great fear happen. You know deep in my heart I wish that they will stay as long as I live!